Guys - Would you date me if i'm like this?

how can i explain this , im 23 and im in the same boat as you are , when i was 15 i hoped too that someday i would meet that special someone , or meet someone who would like me, it was like that since 12 , aside from the fact that i was bullied all of my life, by everyone (except my mom and my dad, my brother was mean) at school it was worse, still today im undoing damage from bullying, i always asked girls out and they laughed at me, or walked away and laughed, i was very nerdy overweight,and ugly,im hispanic and in south florida, where everyone is fashionable or chic, or drunk,partying ,but that's not my style, i want to date someone who would rather spend an evening in that out, but time has gone by im in a 4 yr university now and still nothing, everyone tells me i just need to wait someone is coming my way, or good things comes to those who wait, well they have been saying that for 11 years nothing, not a single friend ,date or relationship,i've always been sick but managed to get my A.A and i had a high paying job before (i got laid off) and i still felt lonely , to this day im hopped up on meds to make me feel better, but i try to think that someday maybe ill meet someone, and i think you should think the same. Unfortunately this world hurts and it hurts to be alone i know exactly,till this day i havent had a single friend, and it shows, this society is built around, sex being fashionable,having the latest car,partying, the status quo, but what about the rest of us, dont lose hope you're 15 im 23 im a lost cause but at least you have hope